As a National Figure Competitor it's been amazing journey and I have met some wonderful people. Its does not alien with my Soul any longer. This Year has been a Year of transformation and change, letting go of of resistance and ego. The is a part of me that has a deep desire to impact the universe, and it's been calling me for some time now. As a mater of fact for as long as i can remember. I can remember as a small child dreaming of being on stage teaching and being a spiritual leader, author, and i can remember motivating a large audience.The voice and the knowingness has always been deep in my soul, as it has been my souls contract. Why have I resisted and stood in my way and well taken what appeared to be the easy way...or the shinny more attractive way has done nothing but ended me and others in nothing but pain and misery. Like a tornado tearing through a suburb family home. Someone once told me Wendy when you are in the light you light up an entire you but when you are...